DonT ThiS Sh*T MaKe You WaNNa JUMP JUMP

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:14:05 GMT

been too long...

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 04:32:09 GMT

Ok! Today is a special day. Hard for me to believe actually. A year ago today was was my first date with Marlene. It was the day we went to get her long hair cut short and the 40year old barber lady was rapping along with the song 24's by TI and thought we were a couple and told us she still has sex ...sometimes...hah...that was so funny. It was the day that I first drove her truck (tricked her to do it....she knows what i mean :P). It was the first day we had Orange Julius together...both of us had strawberry banana because its my favorite and she wanted to have whatever i did. It was the first day she came into my house...into my room. It was the day I told her i could freestyle about anything and she asked me if i could feestyle about a clothespin and I told her..Yeah but it'll be weak (thats more of an inside joke...i know she will get a kick out of it :)). It was the first time I ever dyed anyones hair before...and did a pretty good job of it if i do say so myself! It was the first time she ever flirted with me hinting that she wanted to kiss me while we were standing in my bathroom after i washed her hair. Telling me to look at her gold eyeshadow and telling me to lean in and get a closer look. It was the first day we ever sat on my bed. It was the first time she ever laid on my bed. It was the first time we ever kissed...one of those kisses like in the middle of a sentence where you are talking....leaning in closer and closer till the anticipation gets to you and you just lean all the way in for a kiss. She laid on my bed and we just kissed for what seemed like an eternity. It was the night that you left my house and your hair was all wet and it got the back of your shirt all wet and while we were saying all of our goodbyes when i hugged you and felt it i called you a wet back....and you seemed offended by it at first...but then i was just like im kidding and we both laughed and kissed some more at the truck.

I think I already knew I was going to marry you after that day. Atleast I knew you were going to be something special to me. This has been the best year of my life. And i dont care if anyone thinks we are too young for all of this and too young to be married. I love you with all my heart Marlene and after this one year turns to Two then Two to Three then on to Ten until we are just a bitter old couple living together retired me with my cane and you with your walker....ask them then to doubt us now. We are going to make it baby and will be out in the world soon to start our journey.

So Happy One Year Anniversary baby....I love you so much

:) :) :)

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 06:36:22 GMT

In the blink of an eye...

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 05:35:02 GMT

Ok…I don’t even know how to start this off. Ill just jump into the story. I went up to Austin the other day with my family to visit the little boy my parents might be adopting. All that went fine. But on the way back I definitely got slapped in the face with reality. Between Goliad and Refugio there was a bad wreck. Two trucks had ran into each other. One guy was ok and standing in the road. There was no ambulance or anything there yet. A trucker had stopped to help them and radioed for help. We were the second car to pull up. The trucker came up to our car and told us what happened and said the guy in the other car was dead. As you can see in the pictures his truck was smashed really bad. There was a van coming up in the opposite direction from us. A woman got out to help. I was still back by the van. I saw her leaning in and touching the man and she started yelling, “Sir can you hear me”, and I was like shit he must still be alive if she is doing that. So I ran over there, my dad stopped traffic on our side. While I was running over there the trucker was pulling a box out of the truck that was on top of the man…apparently he had it in his back seat or floorboard and it flew up into the winshield and landed up on him….it had a jack in it…… I got over there and looked at him. I could see his stomach moving from his breathing. He was hunched over to the right leaning on the passenger side still in his seat belt, he couldn’t move. His elbow was sticking up…covered in blood and pieces of glass. I could hear him screaming “Help Me, Help Me”..at first I thought he couldn’t speak English because of the way he was talking. But as it went on I realized he sounded like that because of the accident. He was weezing loud. Well one thing that helped the most…is the woman that was in the van….was a registered nurse. I just listened to whatever she told me to do. She said we need to sit him up so he can breathe and we had to be careful of his neck. The passenger side door could open….she opened it. The passenger side seat had been knocked forward in the wreck and he was hunched over behind it. She was trying to pull the seat out, so I went over there and told her to let me do it….i pulled the seat out as far as could and she leaned into him and kept talking to him. She was asking him his name but he wasn’t saying it. There was a piece of mail in the truck that had his name on it. It was Amilio. She told him…Amilio I need you to try to sit up and he just kept saying he couldn’t….and he started screaming..”Oh my god im going to die….oh my god im dead”. She grabbed his hand and told him…can you squeeze your hand and he was saying no, but then his fingers started to move he was gaining a little bit of mobility. I went to the drivers side and she said we need to pick him up…I said ok and leaned in grabbed him in my arms and pulled him up being as careful with his neck as I could. He was screaming loud and over and over still kept saying he was going to die. Then I told him to look at me and he looked at me directly in the eyes and I told him, no my friend you aren’t going to die I can see life in your eyes. And right after that we could see the lights from the ambulance coming and I told him…here they come you are going to be fine professionals are coming. He was coughing up blood right into his lap and blood was pouring out of his nose….he had 3 gashes that I saw a couple on his forehead and one right beside his eye. The seat belt had broken his collarbone. He kept trying to lay back down but I had to hold him tight….when he would lean into my hand I would hold him up and he would scream from it….he would just scream My ARM….Oh my god…and the nurse asked him what was hurting and he said everything….and he kind of twisted and he said ohh my backkk my backkk….he couldn’t move his legs and the steering wheel was pressed on them. The paramedics pulled up and I held him while they pulled the steering wheel off his legs. They got the jaws of life out to open the door. The firedepartment came and the state patrol…..they had to call in a chopper to fly him here to corpus Christi because they didn’t have an ICU at the hospitals in that area. I watched while the chopper came and took him.. While I was holding the man in the truck I saw he was wearing and HEB uniform….and I figured he had just gotten off work. We drove over to the HEB and I told the manager what had happened so he could call the mans family and tell them what had happened. The sad thing about that was they told me he left to go home early from work. I am going to check up on him and see how he is doing. I feel very proud for helping him….they said we saved his life by sitting him up and keeping him from choking on his own blood. And I am proud to be the one that held onto him till the ambulance came.

The woman on the passenger side is the nurse I am on the drivers side in all white

The other guys truck

The paramedics arrived and I am picking glass of my arms

The helicopter arriving

Full Blown Scene

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 17:29:09 GMT

Just spent the last week in Grand Rapids Michigan with Marlene....im in Dallas right now....it was so much fun....got to do fresh water fishing for the first time...and i caught the biggest bass out of the group :)....Turned 19 on July 13th :)....havent been on in a while so i didnt get to update about it....thanx for all the 'Happy Birthdays'....Marlene got on my name and commented back to them for me since i never get on hehehe :P....anywayz i need to go find my baby to see what the deal is.

I kissed an 18 Year old at midnight

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 16:25:14 GMT

HaPPY BiRTHDAY MARLENE!!!!!...Muh Baby is 18....I love you so much....and i will have plenty more to write....but as you know....i gots to gets things ready for your BiRFday :)....-

Sat, 22 May 2004 03:39:48 GMT

Just Kidding....I Still Love Her :)

Fri, 21 May 2004 22:22:14 GMT

i hate every fucking one of you.
I especially hate stupid fucking Marlene Pineda because she's a fucking liar.

Mon, 03 May 2004 16:13:00 GMT

Ok...i know i dont update much....but im making sure to right now.....today is a special day....today makes 8months that me and marlene shared our first kiss....and our first date :)....if it sounds corny....dont care....just keep scrolling past this....i have a beautiful relationship that deserves to be written about....i have a beautiful girl that deserves to be written about...i havent had one experience with her that i consider bad....a fight? dont know the meaning of the word...an arguement? thats just a debate to see who can win by getting the other person to see things there way (which i love to do :))....my baby has got attitude....and even she doesnt know it...I Love that about her :)....i love that she isnt some weak girl thats a push over....she aint scared to just get straight up in somebodys face....including mine...which i love :)...so anytime a topic comes up...and she disagrees....she does not give up and will throw anything at you that she has....its great...makes it a lot of fun...shoot sometimes...even if i agree with her...ill disagree just to get her started...i love to see my baby get passionate about something and get so frustrated....haha...now im just rambling....but back to the topic...8months....in actuality the best 8months of my life...

So Marlene...i just want you to know the happiness you have brought me....you have no idea how lucky i feel just to have you...no idea...I can honestly say i have never met anyone like you before in my life.... and im sorry if this post seems inconsistant...im doing my best to write this in the middle of class...jebus babe....i dont even know what else to say...except i love you more than you can possible imagine...i love you no matter what happens...nothing can pull me away from you or you from me...i love you

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 20:52:56 GMT

Prom Night :):):).....SDGC cant hold me down and tell me i cant go to prom......solid white tux pressed and ready to go....its going to be alot of fun :)

Long Time No See

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 19:33:23 GMT

Ok...man its been awhile since i updated....plenty of stuff for me to update about...and stuff that i do need to write about...but right now im thinking of what happened a couple days ago...well it started off after school...me and marlene went to CiCi's Pizza....and while we were there we heard the phone ring...marlene answered and it went something like this...."hey where are yall"...."eating at CiCi's"..."aww for real....bring me some pizza"...."hah ok"....so then...we stacked a plate full of pizza, and another with desert....Marlene has this big blue bag that she got in Mexico.....so she passed me her bag...and in the pizza went....plate and all...hah...next came the deserts.....it was great....just making sure to get our $3.99 worth...Hehehehhehe....

Ok....later that night...Me Marlene and her dad went fishing off oso pier....Marlene wanted to catch a fish so bad...one hooked by her and brought in by herself....she had reeled in a fish b4 but it was hooked by her dad then handed to her when she was younger....at first she was getting mad at me telling her what to do....because she just wanted the fish to jump on her bait and her reel it in....haha....but eventually she got it all down....we went and got some more bait....and i was hooking it on there...and i said...ok marlene...you are going to catch a fish right now....with this piece of shrimp...and she casted out....a fish started hitting...and the anticipation got to her and she jerked it back hard....and I said did you hook him....and...well...no she didnt.....she lost the piece of shrimp i said she would catch it on....hah....but then....when she brought it back....i hooked another one on....and i said...this one for sure....i said you would have had it the last time...just tried to land it to early....so this time....casted way out....it started nibbling...i said...wait wait....then the pole jerked down...and i said HIT IT...and she jerked it back and hooked the shit out of it....she reeled it in....and it was just a hard head...but she was SOOO HAPPY...i mean she was jumping up and down...so excited...it was great....i swear to god i have never seen anyone so excited to catch a hardhead....then after that....she said....ok Joey you can fish now....and i said...nah its ok baby....we are almost out of bait and you just finish it off....so she said ok...casted out......then almost right away...she got another nibble...then a bigger nibble....you could tell she was getting excited....the fish pulled hard....and without me saying or doing anything....she jerked back and hooked him....she started reeling in...all excited...she was saying...I GOT HIM I GOT HIM....i figured it was just another hardhead....but when she pulled it out of the water i saw a big mouth...i said Baby!!! you caught a Trout...She GoT SOO HAPPY.....i unhooked him and we carried it down to her dad.....it was about 16'inches....then i handed it to her....she was all kinda scared to hold it...it was really cute...but i got it in her hands...and she threw him back.....the only game fish caught.....and it was by her.....it was really fun....and baby i love you very much....and im glad i got to be with you to catch your first two fish on your own :):):).

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 20:18:09 GMT

Sitting in class......lotsa new people getting in here......been chilling with your best friend sadie....you know John Ellis ;)....hah not really....this place gets boring.....cant wait to go home and get out of this gay uniform....well its all good tho....marlene gets off work at 4...so ill see her right after work......

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I love you baby...

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 20:05:35 GMT

LJ is gay

plain and simple

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 20:11:40 GMT

ok im sitting in class again.....its hot today.....im waiting for my baby to get off work.....then i will see her around 5 O Clock :).....i think i got a sun burn....they made us stand outside a lot today....im ready to go home.....ill prolly update again b4 the end of the class.....gotta get to work for now

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 20:33:26 GMT

Welllll....im at school....and Marlene is on her way to see me Now!!!! :)....YaY YaY...I cant wait to see herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....i have like 10 minutes till the bell rings....SD is still alright....getting a little boring...but its all good.....WELLLL im gonna go now......HuRRa baby HuRRa....I love you :):):)

I love you

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 19:57:17 GMT

wellll its almost valentines....:)...mine and Marlene's first valentines together....i cant wait....I still love her more than anything and I'll never be without her....I'm in school right now so i cant really type very much....but I havent updated in a while and I just thought I should leave muh baby a little reminder of how much I love her...

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 20:12:07 GMT

well im chillin in sdgc right now.....just finished my work so i have nothing to do.....things are going good for the most part....a few things bothering me but nothing thats a big deal....sd is easy.....ahh bleh...i dont know what else to write....nap time...hah...

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 20:34:42 GMT

4 months?? ;)

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 21:56:22 GMT

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